KL

I'm back I'm back!!! hahaha *clear throat* Actually I was away to kl for the past few days...to explore kl's..........................................colleges and universities *groan, not shopping malls* This time is a bit different from other time, because I'm travelling there alone. Yea, all by myself. Well, its kind of exciting and scary of course...hahaha

Basically I stay at relative's house in Shah Alam which is far far away from town. That explain why the chances of going shopping is infinitesimal. Until the last day when my mom travel down here and pick me up then only I have a little shopping... v(T..T)v Other than that I move around with my aunt most of the time during our search for university and college...

Okay, talking about my stay at relative's house. It was good actually... One thing I don't understand is why am so prone to washing business each time I stay at people's house =..=" And KID! Well, actually my aunt got a son which really love to watch cartoon channels. No, I should say he is INFATUATED TO CARTOONS. He can sit in front of the TV from morning til night and the circle goes on... Especially when he got excited with the fighting scenes, he will start to shout. Imagine I just sit beside him =..="" That kind of high frequency can actually burst my eardrums...ya, both... In fact, there is one afternoon I was left there alone with the kid at home. Baby sitter??? Please don't laugh. I don't know, I just try not to sit so near him. Then around evening that time he said he is hungry...gosh...I don't know how to cook le... I ended up cooking instant noodle for him. He didn't finish it =____=" I was like...argh! =(
BUT but but, all in all he is a good kid and very cute too...hahaha

Other time when I'm free I just stay in the room and do nothing. BORED! And I actually draw... here's the picture of houses!!! hahaha

I seldom do that except when I'm super duper boring or moody...

This is not the first time I come to kl for the purpose of my studies. Am really grateful that there are actually many people trying to help me and especially my aunt being a busy working lady actually fetch me around and ask as much information as possible for me. And prepare meal for me... My mom too, been travelling to kl a few times because of me... Really thank God for them =)

About the course that I'm going to take is tough and a lot of discipline is needed. But I know this is what God want me to take for this moment, and if in the future I do change course it will be for His purpose too. Well, I do get discouraged by some of the comments regarding this course. Sometimes I just feel like giving up and chose other easier course, but I know if I do that I'll most probably regret for a life time. I don't want to miss the chance to see how GOOD and FAUTHFUL He is if I really put in effort in it. Hey, after all I've got a......

BIG GOD! >..<

-the end-

XD

I dont know why, I've been laughing a lot recently.

Okay, I went out to have dinner with family just now. And I got a chance to taste wine. I took ONE WHOLE BOTTLE OF IT.

Hahaha...Dont drop your jaw first, one bottle is only 50 ml. Hahaha... You see, i'm a teetotaller and I can tell you, this Japanese Plum Wine tasted REAL GOOD...

I was literally..."drunk"... Then went back home and watch the movie "alvin and the chipmunks".

I can tell you, that movie is AWESOME. AWESOME. The best part was...when the chipmunks sang the song after the "only you" song. I saw my mom laugh til tears rolling down her cheek... Hahaha... I was laughing away too...so hard...so loud... You can tell...because I was......drunk.

Dont believe? See the picture below...

People...SMILE!

I am......tagged =..=.

"Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all."

Okay, dont worry because I wont tag you.
And why do I have to do this......................................................................... *groan*

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Until I've learned what it means to love the kids *evil grin*

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yes, to my……first bunny.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Can I take only one person? That is my maid. muahahahaha

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Where doraemon stay.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To have my own genie.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes…why not?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My parents, good friends…

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Do investment…hahaha See, smart people do smart thing.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Muahaha… I wont. I’ll just let the feeling die. Die. DIE.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Love to eat, love to laugh and ALWAYS BULLY ME. IRENE!!!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love God.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I hate……manipulative person.

13. What is your ambition?
I want to be a famous architect. Hehehe…

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out to me.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Huahuahuahua…ask my mom then you’ll know.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
She’s a “good” girl with “angelic” smile.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
My very paranoid-to-cleanliness character.

19. What makes you different?
I can burp in front of a guy.

20. Have you tasted the “accumulated dust” in the nose before?
Hmmm, I’ll tell you…I did that before. Eh, that was looooooong time ago and I DON’T DO THAT ANYMORE!

Okay, I am done with this. NO MORE!

What's next?

Hey! Finally, I got my result already!!!
"How's your result?" was asked by twenty over persons yesterday... =..=. Ya...my result was...average. Sad la...but praise the Lord for everything =D So, next will be "searching" and "looking" (of course not husband la...choi!!!)...you know it. Anyone who have relevant info about education fair please tell me ya...thank you very very very much (x100)

p.s : I wanna say thank you again to those who genuinely care for me and help me through difficult times. THANK YOU! XD

meanwhile...I'll let my blog die for a while...bubye...

At this moment......

At this moment, I'm still trying to calm myself down, trying not to think of tomorrow. But they (relatives) keep on trigger off the nervousness in me. The more they tell me that everything is gonna be okay, the more I feel nervous.

Sweating palms,

the gnawing in the pit of the stomach,

the weak knees,

the dry lips,

and the pounding heart...














YES, I AM VERY NERVOUS.

*SOB*

Oh...yea... spm result gonna be out on next wednesday...

WHAT???!!!
Okay la, I know you're smart people and you dont worry at all...but not me. This morning I have this three lovely friends of mine sms me and told me result gonna be out on 12 MARCH 2008. Sigh...the day must come. And its just the matter of time...

To be honest I'm not the straight A's type students, at times I cant help but to feel so dumb about myself...(I know its not right to think like that, but what to do???) Everyone around me seem to be very brilliant...and me? Kept on pushing myself but result just average... I cant recall how many times I cry about that...

To praise Him in good times is very easy, to praise Him in bad times is...indeed very hard. But I'll still try to praise Him =)

......here comes my favourite verse in the bible...

For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

ps: I really thank those who genuinely cares for me in the past and present. Thank you...*sob sob*

NS? Be positive u..u *hahaha*

I was lying on the sofa with my tv remote, kept on changing channel this afternoon. As usual. Been really free recently. Even my brother asked me to look for job. And my responce was..."aiya, I dont think they will employ me lo...and result's gonna out in two weeks time already...later I need to apply this and that le...really no time for working la..." In my heart I laugh. *YES!* HAHAHA

Okay, back to the point. While I was still pressing the remote button, my brother asked when I'm going for NS (National Service)...
Then I said :"er...................................................................dont know wor..." In my heart I was like "sei lo...(die lo)" Then I went online and check.

I searched the net and type my IC no. in the box and click "cari"........................

"No KP anda tidak terdapat dalam senarai yang terpilih"

The answer came out so fast that I couldnt even believe. I tried for four more times. The answer is still the same. Still not enough. I sms this time.

"NS 89051908XXXX"......33995
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1......

The reply came. I hold my breath and open the inbox.

RM0.50 Maaf! 89051908xxxx tidak dipilih untuk menyertai Program Khidmat Negara

YAY!!!!!!

Actually hor, if I were selected, I'll be happy too geh... both also can la...

So...... Let it be la V(>..<)V
WOOHOO!