Must I cry myself to sleep every night? I'm exhausted from crying...

It ended where we started... Strangers, again. But am thankful to know you and you taught me many things, I know one day when I look back I am still thankful no matter how painful it seems to be right now. Wish you all the best in life. Take care.

My life is screwed up.

"I love you"?

"I love you" only when you behave.

"I love you" when you do things according my way.

"I love you" when you don't go against me.

"I love you" when you say only nice things about me.

"I love you" when you are emotional stable.

"I love you" when you don't bug me and give me least inconveniences.

"I really love you".

I feel so miserable right now. Everything is a mess right now. I don't feel loved by you nor my family, especially mum. Perhaps, some wounds just won't heal. Those bad memories come back once in a while to haunt you. I am so tired to have to pretend that I am strong. Pretend that I am ok, pretend that everything is fine. I am tired...

And you, who are you trying to please? Everyone? I wish you would just disappear from my life, because I don't like you at all.

Can't stop crying, I wonder how long I can stand...