Tuesday, September 13, 2011

"I love you"?

"I love you" only when you behave.
"I love you" when you do things according my way.
"I love you" when you don't go against me.
"I love you" when you say only nice things about me.
"I love you" when you are emotional stable.
"I love you" when you don't bug me and give me least inconveniences.

"I really love you".

I feel so miserable right now. Everything is a mess right now. I don't feel loved by you nor my family, especially mum. Perhaps, some wounds just won't heal. Those bad memories come back once in a while to haunt you. I am so tired to have to pretend that I am strong. Pretend that I am ok, pretend that everything is fine. I am tired...

And you, who are you trying to please? Everyone? I wish you would just disappear from my life, because I don't like you at all.

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